When I started this blog, I just wrote and posted my entries without sharing it with anyone. The day that I made the video of Madelyn, I decided I wanted to share it with everyone. I missed her and wanted everyone to see what a beautiful baby she was. I also thought it was a good depiction of our time with her on earth. I'm not the most outgoing person in the world, so this is also a way to share my thoughts and feelings without having to say it out loud. My mom has called me out on this several times. She would much rather I tell her what I'm feeling and not have to read it on my blog. Maybe someday I can get to that point! :)