It's 1:20 pm. I am still sitting at the dining room table in my pajamas, but I have accomplished some big things today.
1. I ate a healthy breakfast.
2. I re-committed myself to using sparkpeople.com to lose this baby weight, plus some more.
3. I read more of my book.
4. I ordered 3 new books from Amazon.com - One Thousand Gifts, Organized Simplicity, and Made to Crave
5. I played with Lilly.
6. I let Lilly play with 3 different colors of play-doh at the same time. I'm normally a one-color-at-a-time kind of girl. Luckily, she kept all of the colors separated and didn't mix them into an ugly brown.
7. I read more of Angie Smith's blog. -- audreycaroline.blogspot.com I just finished her book "I Will Carry You"
8. I prayed.
9. I ate vegetables at lunch.
10. I watered some plants.
11. I washed and dried our bedding.
12. I talked to my wonderful sister on the phone and opened up to her about how I've been feeling.
13. I jumped rope in the family room with Lilly.
14. I broke out my big water bottle from St. Vincent Carmel and actually drank some water.
I still feel very empty and sad, but I have been putting a lot of effort into trying to find the positives out of this situation. So, to go back to the title of this blog post, it is an indescribable feeling because I feel very empty yet so full of something else that I can quite describe. I feel like I'm going to have more purpose now. I am excited to grow even if that means leaving behind old relationships and gaining new ones. I am not the same person I was a few weeks ago. I have changed and will continue to change. I will let God continue to carry me where ever He pleases.
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