There are certain places that I just don't want to go because I know people will look at me differently. I feel like I'm on display and that people are watching what they talk about around me.
I feel like I need to switch to a different gym because the last time I went to Lifestyle, I was very pregnant. I really don't want to explain what happened or possibly have a breakdown when I go to the gym. For me, it is easier to just join a different gym than face reality.
I want people that I'm close with to ask me how I am, but I don't want to go into details with strangers or acquaintances. I just feel different now. Every time I leave the house (which isn't that often), I feel like people can tell that my baby died.
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