2 months

On Friday, April 1st, Madelyn would have turned 2 months old.  I will admit, it wasn't as hard as when she would have turned 1 month old.  I definitely still found myself tearing up at random points throughout the day, but I am getting better at dealing with those moments.  From what I have read, the pain doesn't go away, you just get better at coping and managing the pain.  I was able to stop by to visit Madelyn before the rainstorm hit.  I took her some tulips that I had at my house.

My mom, Alex, Lilly, and I went to see "Hop" which was a very cute movie about the Easter bunny!  Lilly sat through the entire thing which was of great surprise to me.  I could actually enjoy myself too! :)

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This weekend was pretty laid back.  We watched the Butler game last night with some friends!  Today we finally joined a gym.  I can not wait to get back to lifting weights!  Jim and I spent quite a bit of time using the Free Motion machines which I love!!  The babysitting option is actually one that I can trust unlike the childcare at Lifestyle!  

Have a great week everyone!  The 2 month anniversary of Madelyn's death is on Wednesday!  Prayers please that the day goes smoothly!